Tuesday, 4 August 2020

Confession


When you confess to me, I was happy.

Everyday my notifications are full of sweets words that give me energy.

I love you and you love me.

 

The moon is brighter, and stars are sparkle than ever in the sky.

Feels like I’m hanging there.

Lovely.

 

I said I got crush on you for a long time and

you said the same thing.

I said to you I was sorry for hurting you

and also, I said I was sorry even you are the one who hurting me.

I got hurt.

My heart broken into pieces.

 

I want you and I got you.

I should be happy.

 

But why I’m still hurting?

 

I’m still lonely even when we're together.

Too hard.

I’m waiting for you

Alone

Asking myself when you want to make a call again

to sing me a lullaby to put me to sleep

 

Is it what we call a relationship?

 

Although I did not understand how

I blame myself for all the things and

forgive you

My love for you

Have hurtled me

I’m sorry.